Cleaning up my act

I'm trying to clean up my act.

Cleaned my closet.
Cleaned my room, my sheets.

I needed to give a bit of space in my mind, my anxiety is trying to take me over and eat me.
It's making my yoga practice harder.

I needed to go back to writing down everything I feel,
Coz truth is,
Nobody wants to get a shitload of grievances.
I have to put it out what's eating me.

Yesterday I tried to write again,
I thought it helped a bit clear my head.

I was almost to a point of breaking down and find other alternatives,
Then I remembered the book that changed my life.
I thought maybe it's time to re-read it.
It helped also.

Paid a couple of my cards to buy me some peace of mind.
In awhile, I'll be selling my shoes.
I'm actually afraid of doing this, you know, ego, pride.
Let's see.

I know I'm gonna make it through the rain.